Happy Easter to everyone who celebrates!


Uhm, yeah, what's with all this tutorial faves all of a sudden? Since I rarely receive any favs or comments for the past months I've been wondering if my blending water tutorial is featured somewhere or something? It's kinda odd because it's a very old tutorial and all.

Again thinking about closing this account since I don't think I'll ever really get back in digital art. Now I think I can confirm that because I've been talking about new works for months, but uploaded practically none.  But then when I think about so many works dear to me that will be erased and lost and all the people who know me by this username...I know I don't really exist anymore in digital art section of dA. ~xBluepearlx who? But I'm still very much around following all of you/your work and improvement

I'm still very much into digital art, enjoy both digital painting and photomanipulation work by many fantastic artists here, feature whole bunch of digital works every week, still browse and search for stock, make some ideas in my head about possible future work, pill up stock, even started couple of works, but can't seem to get to this step of finally finishing any and uploading at least a work a month.

I've already written a lot about my manip situation, how things are with everything and why the lack of time turns out to be like the least important reason now for the lack of submission activity. I also think now that I might have squeezed out almost all my digital art ideas and creativity, etc. Before I made new works with such ease, everything would come so naturally, I wouldn't have to bang my head against the wall to think of something nice/something that could work out great. I mean, I used make 3 freaking works a day sometimes!!!

I know I could probably start uploading often again ( at least until I ran out of already started and planned works), but if I abandon my traditional art for some time, I'm afraid the same thing can happen to me there too (related to active watchers and feedback) and then I'm screwed. It wouldn't be such a big deal if I had people in real life who are really interested in my art (not just: oh, how nice, move along) and people to talk about art related stuff etc. but if you have and can rely only on the people on the internet for like the most important thing in your life...

A lot of rambling again, I know, sorry. Lots of coffee. 2:00 am. Should be studying like crazy.  Of course I'm gonna be writing boring to death Journals that only a few poor people might read. for you if you made it all the way to the end.

Note to self: don't erase this journal and if nothing significantly changes 'till this year's end, close this account no matter what.